Enjoying Life

I had a dream last night. Ferris Bueler was trying to teach me to enjoy life. And what did I do?... I tried. Yes, I tried to hard. I got on a motorcycle and I stalled 3 times. I was TRYING to enjoy life and found it difficult. When I woke up it dawned on me. Enjoying life ought to e easy. But also, when life is difficult, it is so because I am making it difficult for myself. I meditated today and feel quite happy just to be alive and breathing, to be healthy, to have a frige full of food and friends whom I love and love me dearly. For love, I am most thankful.